I wanted her from the very first moment I saw her. I was only eight, but my heart's been set on her ever since.I never knew what to call this fixation I had on her.I couldn't just write it off as lust, Nor could I say it was purely infatuation, or even love.But whatever this feeling is, it's strong.it's unconditional, unrefined, unrequited...And up until now, unlawful.There's always been a wedge between us. A thick line that's never been meant to be crossed. But sometime after my eighteenth birthday, I took the first step over it.Nothing between us now-except for the guilt over seducing my best friend's mom.*This story contains adult situations, language, and themes and is intended for more mature audiences*