When you experience the death of a mate, it's hard to find the words to put down on paper what you are experiencing. The questions keep running through your mind. Did this really just happen? God, am I really alone? What am I going to do? How am I going to manage all of the household things without him? There is always hope. When dark rain clouds move and give way to the sun, we then see the beauty of the day. Our lives are no different. Behind every traumatic event in our lives, there is hope and a new beginning if we will just choose to look to God. You can come back from devastation, move forward and live again. Come on a portion of my journey. I pray it will give you hope and send you on your way to living again, experiencing life's adventures and God's promises.