The author decided to start travelling through Europe to learn music and languages at 18. Through physical injury, accident and high drama she managed to expand upon her musical repertoire and discover the secrets of her own soul. She writes "I've tried it and lived to tell about it in this book. The journey turned out to be both gruesome and amazing, as well as an invitation to look deeper into universal workings, where we discover some of the flaws of dogmas and the merits of a Gnostic path."