Kirjahaku

This third edition is an update on the story of the child adopted by me when she was three and a half years old. She was loved, and she grew up in an atmosphere where only God knows the end from the beginning. God gave us a challenge, and He helped us through it daily. He gave us a child that was predisposed genetically to alcohol and drugs because her birth parents drank and took drugs before and during the pregnancy. She had a lot going against her before she was born. God knew she needed Him at an early age, because she was coming home to Him at an early age. She was a beautiful soul, who had a beautiful spirit until a demon of alcohol took control and drove her into an early death, but also into the hands of the Lord God Almighty. This is our story. It may be your story. Whatever story it is for you, let it bring you reassurance to know: God is able to deliver you and set you free.

Benjamin Uster Kingsford, aka. Buster, is about to expose a town hiding a horrendous secret that could destroy a town and a nation. He became aware of the conspiracy at age ten, but did not understand the ramifications of what he thought he knew. Now at age eighteen, entering college to become a forensic scientist, he vowed graduation day to expose the cover up of the murder of two women, the fire that destroyed the evidence, and the secrets being hidden by a town bound to demons and devils, even if it cost him his life. With the help of friends, and Angel; he begins the journey to expose everyone involved, finding himself exposed to the same demons who had already destroyed people he loved. As the clues begin to pile up, so do the bodies of the people he loves. Can he complete the expos , or will he end up one of the dead and dying?

LETTERS TO PASTORS is a multi facet story that gives an overview of problems that arise in the lives of people that some pastors don't have the ability, or wisdom, or understanding to solve. This is an expos of multiple examples of things that happen to people who are young in the faith, to those who are old in the faith, but run into things that go bump in their life; getting no help from the pastors. Pastors are people just like laity are people, but many pastors forget they are subject to the same lack of understanding as their members. The best rule of thumb is; everyone needs to read and STUDY the bible under the tutelage of the Holy Spirit. If the Spirit is not teaching you - then what you are learning is opinion. Think about it, pray about it and wait on the Lord for the answers you are looking for. Laity and pastors need to get together and read the WORD, looking to the Holy Spirit to teach them. Many pastors need to teach the WORD and leave the stories outside the church. Father does not need your help, He needs you to teach and preach what He has already written. It is finished, you don't have to add to it.

Elois Crawford was my mother, twin sister to Clois Wisner, and mother to three other children, one deceased; who lived eighty three years in good health, hating the drugs brought into her home by the youngest child and grandchildren who wondered in and out of her home, making living a hard for her, in the midst of drugs, alcohol, run away kids, premature death of one child, two grand children, her husband, her mother, and the loss of all she held dear to her when her home was gutted from mold, mildew, and the inability of getting it restored before she transitioned to her eternal home. This is her story, it is rough, it is ragged, and it is truthful, because she told it to me, during her seven months of trying to regain her health. She suffered from CHF that went into kidney failure due to a hospital mistake in diagnosis. She told me she didn't want to embarrass anyone, but she really didn't care if she did, because she wouldn't be here when it got published. I laughed, she was a sweet woman and this was her way of saying, "I am finally over all of the junk this life put on me, because I am going home to be with Jesus." I love this woman with all my heart. She and I had a wonderful seven months together, laughing, talking, sharing secrets. I learned things about people I didn't know and not all of what she told me is included. There are some things, she asked me not to reveal and I didn't write them down. With me, that means, out of sight, out of mind. I hope you enjoy this book, if you don't, I make no apology, because it helped me get free of a lot of junk in my life. I pray her life will bless you and let you know, you can make it through anything.

This is the true story of my life of walking in the earthly journey, then being transported to a new journey where things changed drastically for me in a few minutes time. One minute I was an unbeliever, disliking God, none believer who didn't want to talk about it, and in the next minute, being transported to a new realm. Walk this one out with me, and you will never be the same, I know I am not the same person as I was before I met Him face to face. You will never be the same after reading this book. If you fail to accept Him, you will never know the exciting LIFE He can place you into, giving you more than you bargained for. There is a supra-natural realm that is available to all whosoever will come, believe, receive and obey. It is new every morning. Take the time, right now, to read thru this book and listen to the small still voice of the Spirit as you read. Then take a step into the unnatural NATRUAL life of the Spirit of the Lord. Life is different in God's world of love, joy, and peace that passes all understanding.