This is my testimony. God had a plan for my life. For the first 30+ years, He allowed me to try and figure it out on my own. Someone, somewhere, was always praying for me and God was having me followed and that angel always was there to stop me from crossing a line that I couldn't come back from. I have no idea why God chose me, or what He saw in me, but I am grateful. I have endured great hardships, and even greater losses, but God's faithfulness was always sufficient. God was faithful to me despite the many times I turned my back on Him. I had to take some hard hits in my life, and the sad part is the hurdles that I have had to overcome came from my family, but thanks to God I was able to take their best shots and still I rise. Today I thank GOD for never giving up on me. I wrote this book to tell my story, but most importantly it was time to heal. I may be killed for making this public, but it is important to me to tell my story.