For any woman that has searched for that part of her soul that has been lost, given away or simply forgotten. This is one women's story of that search. A look back at her life; the years spent holding on to old ideas and beliefs and how they shaped her life and her behaviors of that life. This story is not always easy to read in its truthfulness. It is powerful in its revelation; her addictions, her struggle to find herself and her ultimate transformation in this willingness to look deeply and honestly.