This stream-of-consciousness journal, penned during the early months of the Covid-19 pandemic, stands as a record of the author's freewriting journey thru his unconscious mind and into his past, present, and future in search of Purpose, Hope, and Truth. Topics traversed include his day-to-day life during quarantine in Ecuador; protests and turmoil back home in the United States; the nature of consciousness and ego; the source of inspiration, creation, and Life itself; writing and identity; Art and authenticity; dreams and regrets; freedom and adulthood; family and forgiveness; empathy and Love. Warning: F-Bombs and drug references.