K. A. Merikan

"Because you love me no matter how much you hate me."Seven years ago, Cole Flores was betrayed by the man he loved, and his very soul was left charred. He vowed that day that he would find Ned O'Leary and kill him, even if it was the last thing he did.But Ned disappeared, and life went on.Despite the flame of hate burning deep inside him, Cole's hope to find Ned had dimmed. At least it left behind a lesson to never trust, never love, and never attach himself anywhere. That was the only way for a wanted man to stay off the noose in a world filled with liars and cheats.Just when Cole stops looking for Ned though, he finds the deceptive bastard, and life turns on its head again. Their reunion goes nothing as planned, and unanswered questions rise to the surface, poisoning Cole's mind with lust and longing that have never gone away.Ned O'Leary is a traitor.Ned O'Leary is a scumbag.Ned O'Leary is everything Cole Flores craves.Torn between love and revenge, lust and sanity, Cole has to find out if the bruised and battered heart of an outlaw can ever trust again, or if he's bound to fulfill his promise and be Ned O'Leary's doom.*Dark, dangerous, yet desperately romantic, "The Man Who Hated Ned O'Leary" is a gritty western M/M romance novel and book 2 in the "Dig Two Graves" duology. Prepare for violence, emotional turmoil, and scorching hot, explicit scenes, as well as a Happy Ever After earned with blood, sweat, and tears.POSSIBLE SPOILERS: Themes: Enemies-to-lovers, second chances, revenge, outlaws and cowboys, crime, secrets, loyalty, betrayal, Old West, survival, angst, survivor's guilt, snowed inLength: 125,000 words (Book 2 in a duology)

You want revenge? Dig two graves.Ten years ago, a vicious gang called the Gotham Boys descended on a homestead in the mountains like a pack of wolves, leaving nothing behind but death and destruction.Ned O'Leary was the only one to survive the ordeal.He lost hope for revenge long ago, but its flame erupts in his heart when the gang is spotted again. By a stroke of luck, he is recruited to infiltrate the Gotham Boys and bring them all to justice. Ripped out of his wholesome life on a ranch, he has to find his footing with a band of ruthless outlaws who challenge his morals every step of the wayBut the one who tests him most of all is Cole Flores. Deadly, full of himself and unpredictable, the gang leader's adopted son should be a man easy to hate, but instead, he sparks illicit desires Ned has never felt before.Cole Flores is forbidden.Cole Flores is corruption.Cole Flores is everything Ned craves.Torn between love and revenge, lust and loyalty, Ned has to face impossible choices that are bound to leave scars, no matter how hard he tries to do the right thing.* "I don't know what this means, or how to do this with you," he whispered as his heart broke into a gallop. "But I want to. I need to."Dark, dangerous, yet desperately romantic, "The Man Who Loved Cole Flores" is a gritty western M/M romance novel. Prepare for violence, emotional turmoil, and scorching hot, explicit scenes, as well as a heart-pounding cliffhanger to book 1.The epic love story of Ned O'Leary and Cole Flores gets its HEA in book 2 - "The Man Who Hated Ned O'Leary".Enemies-to-lovers, first love, revenge, undercover, friends-to-lovers, forbidden romance, outlaws and cowboys, crime, gang, secrets, loyalty, betrayal, Old West, corruption of the innocent, self-discovery, opposites attract

--- Der Pfad ins lasterhafte Lotterleben ist ges umt mit guten Absichten. ---Benjamin Snowley befindet sich in einer u erst leidvollen Zwickm hle. Schon seit einiger Zeit f hlt er sich gesundheitlich angeschlagen, und nachdem er sich von der Grippe erholt hat, wei er, dass die Schuld an seiner sich verschlechternden Gesundheit in einem Laster begr ndet liegt, das er in h flicher Konversation nicht zu erw hnen wagt.Onanie, Selbstbefleckung, Masturbation. Alles Namen f r das gleiche, s ndige Leiden.F r Benjamin hat alles damals in der Schule angefangen, als er dem unmoralischen Frederick Cory das erste Mal begegnet ist. Seitdem sucht der Mann Benjamins Tr ume heim und verursacht ein entsetzlich unnat rliches Verlangen.Jetzt ist es an der Zeit, dass diese unsinnige Besessenheit aufh rt. Mit Hilfe eines unorthodoxen Arztes und eines jungen Stallburschen mit einem anr chigen Vorschlag will sich Benjamin von dieser lasterhaften Sucht befreien.Aber reicht eine experimentelle Behandlung, um ihn seine Gef hle f r Frederick vergessen zu lassen?M gliche Spoiler: Themen: Masturbation, historische Einstellung zur Sexualit t, Medizin, Arzt, Schuldbewusstsein, unorthodoxe Behandlung, Herr/Diener, Stallbursche, Aberglaube, moralisches Versagen, Feinde zu LiebhabernGenre: Gay Regency Romance EroticaInhalt: derbe Sprache, unangemessene medizinische Untersuchung, mehrere PartnerL nge: ca. 45.000 W rter

- Entf hrt. Gesch tzt. Besessen. Geliebt.-Clover ist eine Waise und hat ein schweres, chaotisches Leben hinter sich. Keine Stabilit t. Kein Geld. Keine Freunde. Er vertraut niemandem.Sein bereits beschissenes Leben wird noch schlimmer, als er in die Gewalt einer Menschenschlepperbande ger t. Jemand hat eine Anfrage nach einem jungen Albino-Mann gestellt und Clover soll das Eigentum eines mysteri sen K ufers werden, der vor nichts zur ckschreckt, um seine verdorbenen Gel ste zu befriedigen. Clovers Schicksal scheint besiegelt zu sein, bis vier Kopfgeldj ger auftauchen, die seine Entf hrer t ten und ihn dabei unfreiwillig retten.Die vier S ldner wollen weiterziehen, doch als Clover sie um Schutz bittet, bieten sie diesen zu einem bestimmten Preis an. Am Anfang ist ihre Abmachung u erst zwielichtig, doch als er die vier M nner, die ihn mit auf diesen wilden Ritt genommen haben, kennenlernt, k nnten die Gef hle, die er entwickelt, ebenso gef hrlich werden, wie der schwer zu fassende K ufer.Aber kann eine Beziehung mit vier so unterschiedlichen M nnern berhaupt funktionieren? M nner, die so voller Gegens tze sind?Tank. Der massige Ex-Soldat, der unbedingt Clovers Daddy sein m chte.Pyro. Wild, t towiert, mit einem schmutzigen Mundwerk und einem Hang zur Gewalt.Boar. Rothaarig, b rtig, ein gro er Teddyb r, der sich in einen Grizzly verwandeln kann.Drake. Dunkel und gef hrlich, mit einer Zunge so scharf wie seine Messer.K nnen diese M nner ihm die Liebe und Sicherheit bieten, nach der er sich sehnt? Oder hat Clover den schlimmsten Fehler seines Lebens gemacht?Ihre Beute ist eine dunkle Gay Harem Romanze, Buch 1 der "Vier S ldner"-Trilogie. In der Geschichte kommen explizite Gewalt, derbe Sprache, moralisch zwielichtige Charaktere und viele brennend hei e, emotionale, grafische Szenen vor.M gliche Spoiler: Themen: Entf hrung, Polyamorie, S ldner, Kopfgeldj ger, Albinismus, Bindungsprobleme, unanst ndiges Angebot, dunkle Vergangenheit, Beziehungen zwischen M nnern, Menschenhandel, Gr enunterschiede, Feinde zu Liebhabern, Gefahr, Alpham nner, gefundene Familie, Misstrauen, Teilen, Opfer und Besch tzerL nge: ca. 96.000 W rter

Any monster is a lover if you're brave enough.This collection contains a series of nine books about Jack Addison's adventures.Jack Addison. Son of a world famous monster hunter. Irresistible jerk. Monster-curious.Roux Chat-Bonnes. Ginger. Furry. Claws like razors and a tongue to match At just nineteen, Jack's fresh out of a prestigious academy, set to make a name for himself as a monster hunter in a world where people need protection from strange and dangerous creatures. Raised to see nonhumans as monsters to be eradicated, or at the very least-inferior beings, he soon finds out that he's been taught lies, and his initial distrust of creatures turns into fascination that goes beyond anything his father could imagine.After an encounter with a giant spider, Jack falls down a rabbit hole of affairs with werewolves, kitsune, a centaur, a merman, a tentacle creature called Nessie, and even a vampire But all of those dalliances fade in comparison to his one true heart throb-Roux Chat-Bonnes, a cat-like being, and his most vicious rival. As brave as he is infuriating, and as furry as he is sexy, Roux is the moral compass Jack wishes he didn't have.If he ever wants to win Roux's heart, he needs to prove that he's more than just a handsome jerk sneaking around with any monster he can get his hands on, but a man brave enough to do what's right, even if it makes him unpopular. Even if that means standing up to his famous father.★★★★★★★★★★★Themes: living up to expectations, pride, dreams, self-discovery, tolerance, fame, monster hunting, inter-species relations, enemies to lovers, opposites attract, prejudice, tentacles, centaur, merman, mermaid, kitsune, Siberia, trust, vampire, Transylvania, werewolf, drugs, Paris, deception, secretGenre: M/M romantic erotica, horror-comedy Contains scorching hot, explicit scenesLength: 115,000 wordsIn this serial, each episode encompasses a single event from Jack Addison's career, but while they are partially self-contained, the romantic arc and Jack's personal journey, develop over time, so it's best to not read the stories out of turn.

--- Bruised not broken. Loved. Always. --- Clover's life was perfect a year ago. He'd found four men to love, each essential to making him whole. Each one of them tough in their own way, part of a crew of mercenaries living on the wrong side of the law. Tank was his loving Daddy, Pyro the wild one always pulling him into mischief, Boar taught him how to cook, and Drake showed him how to use knives in a wholly different fashion. All Clover wanted was to finally be an equal in the group. So he trained, he pushed, and risked, but when real danger stared him in the face, he broke like a twig. Now, with one of his lovers taken, Clover can't find a way back to his former self. Each of the relationships they'd so meticulously built is fractured, and might never be the same. If their group is to ever be whole again, Clover needs to find the courage he's lost, but that means facing the monster who scarred him, and truths none of his men want to confront. *THEIR PROPERTY is a dark gay harem contemporary romance, book 3 in the "Four Mercenaries" trilogy. The story contains scenes of explicit violence, offensive language, morally ambiguous characters and lots of scorching hot, emotional, explicit scenes. POSSIBLE SPOILERS: Themes: polyamory, mercenaries, bounty hunters, albinism, commitment issues, dark past, male bonding, human trafficking, size difference, danger, alpha male, found family, size difference, distrust, shared, victim and protector, revenge, organized crime, angst, trauma, rescue, missingLength: 75,000 words