Karen Kellock

When I repented God took out all my enemies: He was waiting for ME. The older I get the more terrifying it is to look back, I was dense to dangers in fact. I don't know who's crueler, youth or older. The latter have more savvy to ruin you but youth are crazier too. The envious are so insidious they wish bad things happening to you or good taken away. Jezebel suppressed her envy but started criticizing while triangulating with the enemy. When someone envies you it's hate, not the "greatest form of flattery". Cut your losses/move on to friends happy in your growth because they are whole. Cover design by Blaze Goldburst.

Success through FRUIT, FAT & FASTING daily. Enantiodromia: the tyrant brings himself down just as the champion rises up.-the inversion of systems. Daily fasting ends the pain caused by troublemakers. Your lack of breakthrough is nothing you lack but an obstruction to remove so genius flows with tact. If you've a destiny-made to make a mark-you'll misfit all groups. Before success you feel a mess as if you're less. Fast to be happy & high as self-esteem shoots to the sky. Cover design by Blaze Goldburst

The Latter Days is the era of preachers from hell and the churches are SOCIAL. It's a curse: evil is spreading fast in false doctrines that degrade the church. For when men cease to believe in God they do not believe in nothing but are capable of believing anything. When no one knows what true character is they fall to evil devices. Churches are full of new age leaven and much of it's due to the paganism of ruling women. Licentiousness is the new morality of the secular system who wants homeschool illegal. It has all imploded together: fallen churches and dysfunctional families, a catastrophe. Cover design by Blaze Goldburst

He was mesmerized by her beauty and poise but after he tested her she lost her power and he was annoyed. When he shifts into devaluation a beautiful woman becomes the black widow spider syndrome. Learning self-love is actually separating from users blocking power from above. First they love then devalue you after saying you were great. You're so sensitive to his moods you need separation from trauma bonds/bad dudes. Now it all falls together in a whole new view.

The bible calls it a DROUGHT: when no one knows what you're talking about--spiritual and mental nuts. The female community is a massive impediment to genius: they are petty, mean, underhanded, fiendish. They hang together like peas in a pod and gossip like old hens going for recognition] that you're odd. The calumny is horrible and unwarranted. Just cuz one says something they take it as truth darn it. Cover by Blaze Goldburst

Evil is spreading fast in the contagion of madness. Paganism through feminism has infested all institutions and men have fallen way behind. As evil spreads like wildfire but called "good" here is a manual to re-order our thinking. One can get crazy mal-adapting to liberal groupthink and he ends up the worst of the lot unfortunately.

The boomers marked the beginning of mental and moral decline. They're so dumbed if you're too deep, all-encompassing, mystical, never heard before or not part of narrative you're out of line. The enemy sows discord and division to the mob who can't discern good from evil. You're not even supposed to reason with fools yet that's the enemy's army against you. Don't envy when they flourish like a green tree for just as suddenly they're mowed down see. Cover by Blaze Goldburst

In order to come up you must first fall down and it's embarrassing. The Cinderella Syndrome hurt me badly. I have a child's sensitivity and they incited riots against me. Women like that don't do fighting themselves they get flying monkeys to do it while looking innocent. Once she reduced me to a psychotic stammering grasshopper she said "see, she's inferior". Women made the best prison guards. Tho' sweet ladies in pics they are the most sadistic I heard. Cover design by Blaze Goldburst

Frenemies who sow discord: a malicious heart hides behind loving lips. The strong have restraint, the weak do not. The problem is: surrounded by evil you just feel nuts. By smooth words/flattering speech they deceive the hearts of the simple. The enemy sows discord and division to the dumbed down who can't discern truly good from evil. You're not even supposed to reason with a fool, yet these simpletons are your enemy's army against you. Cover design by Fox

The sacred home was protected from evil influences but now pornography comes right in and we're defenseless. From our lovely home and starry nights with happy sounds and beautiful sights, suddenly it was HELL, alright? Betrayal Trauma: a deeply distressing or disturbing experience caused by infidelity, affairs or betrayal. The spiffy slut with high degrees never gets the respect she needs, the well dressed beta male with no morals or love of the Lord: you admired him girl. To move forward we revisit the past with a new view: we went no contact in order to bloom. Cover design by Blaze Goldburst

SYSTEMS THEORY. The intricacies of systems affect all members and it means addiction/depression. They're far more concerned with what people think than truth, and from that comes bedlam/ruin. They make wrong decisions affecting other people based on flimsy or vile motives, many evil. We're to cover each other's faults but our sins are shouted from the rooftops by our spouses. The sins of the odd stranger are magnified, the sins of the conformist brother are taken in stride. Cover by Ayyaz Khan

Jezebel Warning: The MINUTE she gets an edge she'll take over despite your distress. When I went from an echo-chamber of adoring sycophants to a dungeon of liberal feminists I saw the radical difference. Satan is jealous, it's the devil in all of us. But life is hell when faced with it especially in feminists. Instantly the women sized me up and squeezed me out. "Have nothing to do with her" they mocked. They target a scapegoat and won't let her up her entire life. Even after death grudges remain/eternal strife. You hear of older sister wives beating the younger ones up. It's women so how could we doubt it. Cover design by Blaze Goldburst

I didn't have a right to live my own life, have my own instincts or speak my mind--these were crimes. No matter how weaselly she is shrew] give Jezebel a little power and she always abuses it over you. From temporary stardom back to the original system and wow--what a shock in comparison. You rattled their cage with envy before, all that stored bad energy will now target you for sure. I learned about open borders by having my home life turned upside down by youth invaders. They don't even know what it means to have a home or how HOME LIFE can be hell or heaven. Social behavior and respect for privacy has degraded for three generations and they're really nasty.

How she fights socially is most cruel. Suddenly you're deposed, fired or flunk school. You know she's discussing you with others disgraced] judging from frowns on their faces. It's a morally degraded society when females take control over thee. The Jezebel mothers became loudmouthed cranks addicted to power or they drank. Because Jezebel is out of grace, she messes up big time and now its your problem. Cover design by Blaze Goldburst

Systems theory: all mental illness is rooted in attachment trauma--we are framed by the SYSTEM. By framing us they either mess us up for life or we take that suit off and put a new on one, and go on. Because they're not awake living in their present moment they aren't working with a full deck and will bury the truth to death. Few are smart, the bulb's dim or out on most.

It was like putting a rattlesnake in your cage but in na ve victim denial you couldn't see it, ok? If too weak to keep boundaries the evil world flows in and like a Tsunami it'll ruin you surely. It's the Fallen Hero Syndrome when previous fans become foes as you're goin' down. As long as they're around you're adapting to THEM. Empaths easily become doormats for other's ends. You're such a strong beach they see the light and cling on. It's sad so stay detached son. Cover by Blaze Goldburst

The more public her smear campaign the happier she is: the more humiliating, the better her image. How it shocks when someone you admired is de-pedestalized and shown to be a dam liar. Narcissists will do anything to win--any sabotaging, cruel thing: that's why to cut the chain. Learn about narcissists, for it protects. Spirituality brings the life and peace of God but soul ties are a stronghold keeping bad in/good out. Shifting life in a spiritual direction is the only way to get out of a soul tie relationship of destruction. Cover design by Blaze Goldburst

If you're too accessible they'll make your life miserable. God was with me as I endured my hard lessons to overcome. How else to learn how mean, spiteful, status-driven, competitive, catty and cruel females have become? I had to endure, but from my own sisters, are you kidding me? That's the hardest lessons of life, unfortunately. I finally understood what men do: life is a war so keep out problems not invite in more. Cover design by Blaze Goldburst

I felt enormous grief from how they treated me. I saw the other side of life: people, evil, strife. A joyful heart is good medicine but the traumatized become ugly as the system spirals down suddenly. They'd project a bad rep on me, act like they owned me, proceed to kill my spirit and take my liberty. Caught in projections without solution I went dead praying God would end it. They had no idea who I was nor could they ever. It was the Dunning-Kruger effect of the unclever. Cover design by Blaze Goldburst

I was different from the beginning and could not adapt to social devices and silly grinning. I was always sided against: the dumbed mob vs. the inconvenient woman with thoughts. They hated the odd girl out in every social arena and I ended up escaping/crying for momma. The pain from being deceived by those closest cannot be expressed. Recognize these social devices keeping you down cuz it's always by clowns wearing crowns. Cover design by Blaze Goldburst