Trevor R Fairbanks

BORN TO KILL His father raised him to be anything but a victim. He raised his son to be a killer. But when he falls in love and is about to become a father himself, this serial-killer goes on the road to find himself and his past.HIS WIFE WAS A SEX-WORKER And this cop didn't know about it. Now he is on a quest for revenge against the man who killed his wife, a journey that will take him through the perverted heart of Los Angeles.JOE SMITH/ANOTHER JOHN is a split book. They both start and end at the same point.

Childhood delusions spawn adult depressions. This is the spirit of running away. This is the Devil telling you what to do. Girls come and go but the misery is eternal. And the need for self-abuse takes the body into worlds it cannot understand. This is the descent into madness. Life expectancy is just another question. There are other worlds waiting for us. Sy Phillis is the DAWN PILOT. And when the sun comes up he takes flight.

THE DREAM For your entire life the dream has plagued you. The dream has tortured you. The dream has needled you until it has turned into a nightmare. There is no choice left. You have no more options. You must make the dream come true LAM INDIGO decides he must go backwards in time. He must go further than the status quo dictates. He must venture beyond, into the deepest recess of time. He decides that he must see the dinosaurs roam. He must act along with them. He must join them in their strange environment. LAM INDIGO becomes ... A NEEDLE LOST IN INFINITY.

BUGS ON DRUGS Zebulon the mantis just got his mate pregnant. Knowing what happens to the male of the species, he runs away to train under Urtison, the great soothsayer moth. In doing so he uncovers the conspiracy of the spiders and the scorpions, and must flee across the ocean to warn Those Who Walked Before of their coming. A psychedelic fantasy about insects, STUDENT OF THE MOTH is unlike anything you've read before. Trust me.

I want to end this dirty universe I want to kill myself and burn this filthy reality There shall be no more life for me And for the solipsist in death there is nothing That is the everything that I realize from you You no longer have to lie to me For anyone that has ever wanted to dream I offer you the cosmic knife For anyone that has ever wanted to leave I offer you the universal noose For anyone that has ever wanted to touch the stars, to explore the outer reaches of space, to not just be there but experience I offer you the bullet of truth Let my depression light the way

PUNK ROCKERS AREN'T AS COOL AS YOU THINK THEY ARE Yeah, this book isn't very good. Told in a first person style, it is the coming of age story of the portraitist Krust. You've never read a book about a portraitist before? Well, there's probably a reason for that. Krust is an ugly little man from an ugly little town who makes an ugly little deal with the Devil that ends up killing all of his ugly little friends. Krust is a pervert, a freeloader, a drug abuser and a lowlife and this book illustrates all these horrible attributes in vivid detail. The ending is cliche and boring and not very well thought out. Avoid SUPER SONIC SEPPUKU at all costs. I have other books that are better. Maybe go read one of them instead.

SEX, DRUGS AND OTHER INTOLERABLE BEHAVIOR Vic Holocaust is Longhorn Satellite, a down and out country music artist struggling in the underground Hollyweird scene. He has been kicked out of Warson and is reduced to playing at open mic nights in bars and coffee shops. It doesn't seem as if his life can get any worse. Then he meets Jocelin Arcwood.Jocelin is America's newest "it" girl, a tabloid target with dreams of making her own record. When she hires Vic to produce her record his own dreams are placed on hold. Together they will discover a new dimension and try to answer the question: What is real and what is entertainment?

side A:1. Polishing the Catastrophe 2. Karnivorous Soul 3. Bone Runner 4. Anal Electrocutioner 5. Toxic Shock Absorber 6. Hangman Blues 7. Reality of Insanity 8. Dumbinatrix side B: 9. Bloody Marie 10. Tectonic Thrash 11. Metal Patient 12. Cannibal Angel 13. Demon Pig 14. The Butcher of Husker Avenue 15. Victims of Babylon 16. Phantom Organ

An ULTRA VIOLENT POWER SATANIC WESTERN FANTASY Novel When 13 year old Connifer Myles is bitten by a rattlesnake he is handed a set of unique abilities. Connifer discovers that he has the power to stop time. But with all gifts there comes a price - every time Connifer stops time he ages considerably. Now Connifer finds himself on the trail of his lost sister Corissa, who has fallen in with a gang of Satanic Apostles trying to take over the world. And his gifts seem to be more of a hindrance than an aid. THE STARVING VULTURE is a very weird tale of the old west. You have been warned.

26 stories about self loathing and OH, THE PLACES YOU DON'T WANT TO GO. They're all here in these twisted stories of the future, the present, and the past. Between these pages, you will discover THE ATOMIC WEIGHT OF SIN is only a STONE'S THROW away from BEYOND THE LANDS OF TOMORROW. Such delicious SPACE PUSSY to taste, but be careful. It may lead to PINK ELEPHANTITUS. You will need a LICENSE TO EVOLVE in order to be a BIG SKINNY DIPPER. And at the SCHOOL OF HYPER-KINETIC THOUGHT you just may find the PERFECT YOU. But it's only MENTAL EXCREMENT. Now, I AM AN ALIEN WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO ABOUT IT? You can be THE FIRST OF THE LAST. A FUTANT on AXOL-7, moving FASTER THAN MERCURY. We can even stop to visit NO-LIFE RECORDS for all the latest cosmic hits. NUMBER 45 creates a NIGHTMARE OVER XENN-SKYE because this always was KADELL'S REALITY. A PERIPHERAL PENNY is the price to get you INTO AND BEYOND LANNOX. Through IMMORAL BONDAGE you will learn the meaning of THE SCOWL BEHIND THE SMILE. But beware of THE SNATCHDRAGON, a beast covered in beautiful NAKED COLORS. All of this is in YOUTH DECAY, a collection of short stories designed to make you feel young again even though you are so fucking old.

THE BOOK GOD DOESN'T WANT YOU TO READ A modern day re-telling of the story of Sodom and Gomorrah with a punk rock slant, this book has everything you don't want. Bad taste? Check Blasphemy? Check Sex, drugs and rock and roll? Check Check CHECK NOT FOR KIDS (so don't let your parents catch you with it). PARTAKE AT YOUR OWK RISK

20 BLOODY STORIES including: Bullet for a Man Born to Hang, One Night in San Pedro, Missives for the Misses, Hated in a Hateful Land, My Bitter Bride, Binge Mistress, The Erotic Landscape of Bubbles Malone, Skull Diamond, Blue Movie Dreams, Sister Sandra's Final Temptation, The Lizard Men Are Coming, Hard to be Hard, Nocturnal Vistas, Lord of the Spider Kingdom, Animal Party, Mutation, End of All, Lead Hill, Born Captive and Sex Martyr

SCIENCE VERSUS RELIGION IN A JUNKIE'S VEIN Dr. Linus Noone is a drug dealer who has just discovered a new substance capable of producing the greatest high of all. For the right price, Dr. Noone can introduce you to God. Sharpe is the bass player for marginally popular San Dimas piss-punk band The Terrified and a lapsed Mormon. Unknowingly, he is about to become the guinea pig for Dr. Noone's new discovery. This grand experiment will introduce him to a world he never knew. Dr. Noone's quest for perfection will take him to the steps of Heaven, while Sharpe's journey will find him on a journey to the Garden of Eden.HUMAN SAP is a short, no-nonsense novel about the trials of addiction and the horrors of religion.

LATE 1970's SAN FRANCISCO JERRY SALEM is the psychedelic detective, a private eye with a nose for the occult and a taste for illicit substances. If you have a problem with ghosts, Satanism, zombies or anything else that a self-respecting private eye would turn down, you go to Jerry Salem. These are his case files: The Gruesome Case of Myron Blott, The Bizarre Case of the Forgotten Savior, The Hideous Case of the Underwater Masochist, The Blasphemous Case of the Northern California Mutilation Club, The Gruesome Case of Myron Blott Revisited, The Heavy Case of the Hell's Angel, The Strange Case of the Legless Assassin, The Ghostly Case of the Disappearing Gunfighter, The Malevolent Case of the Shark Prince, The Vile Case of Blood Lake, The Grotesque Case of the Buried Man, The Even Worse Case of the Gravedigger's Apprentice, The Unforgiving Case of the San Francisco Sorceress, The Savage Case of the Mommy-Daddy Dance, The Uncompromising Case of Ax-6, The Awful Case of Robot Prison, The Filthy Case of the Dirty Alchemist, The Foul Case of the Vapor that Would Not Die, The Curious Case of Dr. Franken-Savier, The Quiet Case of the Silent Man, The Feral Case of the Violent Housewife and The Depressing Case of the Hunter's Wine

THE SUN RISES OVER CALIFORNIA Kenzuichi and Ickichiro are two very unlikely friends. Ken is tall, handsome and a kendo master. Ick is short, ugly and a sci-fi nerd. When Ken lands a good job in the sunshine state, he invites his best friend Ick to come along and live in his back house. This causes controversy with Ken's young wife, Mei, and because of this the two will be introduced to a sexual underground on the west coast. FALLING BEAUTY is a highly erotic Japanese style novel set in Southern California.

The 31 Realities of Alistair Cotton including: Duel of the Dual and Antagonist and Sinder and Utopia's Foundation and Razor Boy and Pendejo and Red Angel andThaumaturgy and Fleshspiritwar and Klaustrophobia and Charcoal Dolls and Demonglobin and The Judgment of Refrigerators and Echoes of Blasphemy and Despair of Mongolia and Undercurrent and The Leash and Twenty-Eightand Poser and Complaints and Son of Wrath and Leatherfist and Sharp Edges and Under Glass andHellStormer and The Char-Man and Eohippus and S.T.T.A.R. and Protagonist and Bloody Viking Wings and The End

CUPID'S ARROW SOMETIMES MISSES THE MARK Paul Theodore Geist is an anti-social masturbator on a self-indulgent odyssey. At the end of this petroleum jelly journey he will discover the true meaning of perversion.AStRO-GLIDER is an erotic novel about loneliness, the inability to connect and death.

Ten hot flesh stories including: Shadows & Dust, That Girl and This World, It's a God, Speed Metal Cowgirl, Jesus Has Left the Building, Renaissance Rex, Virgin Blood, Plastic Armor, Pony Girl and Shadow Sisters of Darkness Lane

LIFE IN THE FRINGE SOMETIMES AIN'T WORTH LIVING These twenty-three short stories examine a hypothetical America, one where the wealthy elite have taken over the Heartland, and the less fortunate live in the Coastal Fringe. Here an ancient God returns, and a jazz band gets together for one last gig. A formless King wants his crown back after meeting a young girl, and a drunk examines his worthless life. A Man in Denial sees through The Broken Glass and a Russian mail order bride finds true love in Hollyweird. There are Shamans and Eagle Scouts, Pimps and talking addictions. Zombies and Albino Demons. And Twenty Years later one man will sacrifice his wife and child for the chance at a better life.Fifty miles outside of Las Vegas there is a wall. If you are on the wrong side you are THE UNDERGROUND AMERICAN.